I am sitting here, and I am nervous. My hands are shaking and I can hear my heartbeat echoing in my ears. Why do I feel this way? I have no idea, I am not particularly stressed about anything. I am though, concerned over my sister, as she has run into a bit of family trouble. But to be nervous, like this?--no. Her troubles have a solution and fortunately, I can help her. She helped me to get away from a bad situation, and now I have the opportunity to help her out in return. I just hope she accepts my help, she can be pretty damn stubborn sometimes.

Writing has helped to relax me, I started to write this entry about 15 minutes ago, and now my hands aren't jittering, but my heart is still pounding in my chest as if it was trying to break out of a jail cell! I would try to go to sleep right now, but I am afraid the pounding won't let me. I might just lay down anyway and contemplate the stars. I can't say where I live now is ideal, I really can't wait to be someplace else, but I do LOVE the view outside my bedroom window. I lay down on my bed and can see the stars clearly, sometimes even the moon. They are so beautiful, I fall asleep staring at them. They look so magical, suspended in the sky--twinkling so softly--that I can't help to fall prey to their enchantment.