I doubt anyone will read this, I guess it will be for my entertainment. It is healthy to talk to one's self, I guess. Things have finally seemed to settle in my life, I am slowly getting used to the new order of things. It has been a difficult road, but I have managed to come to a certain understanding of how things are and need to be.

I have been concerned with my upcoming birthday. Going to turn 29 in a couple of months, I don't feel all that great about that. I hate the idea of being one year closer to 30--It is a horrible feeling! Yes, I know that 30 is the new 20, but it sure doesn't feel that way. I don't feel like getting old and I surely don't feel 30! Oh, well--I guess that is life. I need to get used to it. Though for the record, I will turn 29 in 2012 too, and 2013, and every year that follows!

With love,
Gypsy