Craziness

August 13, 2010


It is amazing what happens when three ladies get together and comment on random online photos. Especially, when one has had one too many tequila shots (that would be my crazy sister). The makings of a comedy right there.

Typically it is the men that pick apart girls on their looks, but this time the shoe was on the other foot. Ranging from the über gorgeous to the average Joe--and a bit under it too--we had no mercy. This was all in good fun though, meant for a laugh and did we ever laugh! I was tearing up with laughter, a much needed release of energy that had been building up over weeks. It was a much welcomed mood alteration. Thank you, Barbara and Edi!


Lately, I have been a bit anxious--restless--trying to find something; but I don't know exactly what. It is the worst feeling, like you are forgetting to do something important. For my sake, I hope that it isn't anything important. I will beat myself over it later, I just know it.

I also have been feeling the need to get out and do something, get away from my present environment; which is causing me much pain. I want to feel alive, a feeling which doesn't surprise me considering my circumstance. I would like to try something daring, out of the normal for me, perhaps hang gliding or base jumping. Crazy, I know. Maybe I won't be so bold, I might do something less exciting like crossing the street without waiting for the crosswalk sign to read "walk". Well no, I wouldn't do that, that is just stupid. Besides, I don't want a citation, authorities are pretty rigid and unforgiving here. A smile won't get you out of a ticket, it will earn you  a sobriety check. Not that I speak from personal experience, drunk in public is not my thing. It is more a casual observance of the growing population of drunken homeless people in my suburban paradise--and when I say paradise, I mean it very sarcastically. 

It was not typical to see homeless individuals in Hacienda Heights, and definitely not drunken ones. I guess in this economy, getting drunk is the only thing that keeps you from remembering where you were and where you are. Then again, I could also have no idea what I am talking about.  Ideas and thoughts don't really come together well at 4:30 in the morning for me. 
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  1. Hey Nikke, I have had these nights myself. I like to just get away from it all once in awhile and laugh at things, people, animals doesn't really matter just so I get a good laugh. Drinking helps to make things seem funnier, most of the time I wake up in the morning and think to myself, "that wasn't that funny why did I almost wet meself laughing". Then I remember oh yeah, it was the tequila...lol glad you had a good time. You need it.

  2. I wasn't the buzzed one that day. LOL I had fun though and I did really need it. =)

  3. Nikke, in the middle of the serious burdens you are carrying right now, you are taking some time to rejuvenate yourself in the company of friends. I am so glad that you had some time to laugh!

    Diane

  4. Thank you very much, Diane. =)

    ~Nikke

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